thank you for loving me.

happy mother's day to all mothers...and happy birthday to joyce's mom and belated birthday to my toot's mom. heh. yeah kinda celebrated my toot's mom's birthday at his place yesterday.. he left home to meet me after my tuition.. bought a cake for his mom.. tried to hide the cake in the fridge and surprise his mom later..but she wanted to check wat food to cook for dinner..open the fridge.. and found the cake. ahhh. burst the bubble. haha. so it wasnt very smart to hide the cake in the fridge huh. heh. so nice to have birthday cakes.. my last birthday cake was in... wat? primary 3? or 4? donkey years ago. hai.
anyway.. celebrated mother's day in church today without my mom. =/ seeing other ppl wif their moms.. so close..so happy.. i donnoe wat to feel. empty? it's ok..i have my dear to make me feel full. my baby is my everything.
was thinking about how ppl think of city harvest church juz now. ppl condemn CHC. i used to too. wells. when u love God.. u will learn to love the place of God. regardless of wat ppl say about the place. i guess u juz have to go there wif a unbiased mind and feel and judge for urself before u start to nod ur head and agree wif watever ppl say. the problem wif ppl is that they dun think for themselves. they are juz led on by a few "power players". for goodness sake.. pls see, judge and think for urself lah. it's so irritating to see ppl giving me the "look" when they knoe i'm from chc. so wat if i'm frm there? have u been there urself wif a unbiased mind to judge for urself? if no, pls dun give me that "look". think before u believe wat ppl say. the same thing goes for grad nite. damn i HATE ppl who spread those stupid rumors. ppl heard tat there's onli 10 over tables and they wan to withdraw. damn. so wat if there are onli 10 over tables? ultimately it's YOUR night wat. if u wan many ppl to be around, go to a coffee shop to have ur own grad nite. ppl dun wan to go grad nite cuz it's organised by council. this is the stupidest decision i've ever heard. council dun earn a single cent from the money collected, mind u, we are free labour. if u dun appreciate the work done by us, den keep ur damn trap shut. we help to settle the hotel management, ticketing, door gifts, lucky draws and stuff. we are not in charge of the night itself. it's the entertainment company's problem. and u decide whether u wan to enjoy the night or not. so if u dun, blame it on urself. for goodness sake, pls stop criticising council lah. if u cant do wat we did, u are in no position to criticise. and by the way, we got far more tables than 10.